TimandKatlin

AMAZING! :) I found out I’m gonna be a daddy. My baby is 5 weeks I believe , we are gonna find out for sure sometime next week. I’m so glad it’s with her , our baby is gonna be the best looking baby alive :) I’m so happy. I can’t wait to see you tomorrow :) goodnight bye. 11/10/10

Yet another great day with you , things were going great and then who has to screw it all up for me , my fucking mom of all people my own fucking mom. Ugh I felt like I was getting so close to things being good again and then my mom just has to screw it all up for me. I was planning on yet another great day tomorrow and I had something in mind but no my mom fucked it up , ugh FML!

Gonna do something tonight , I’m tired of sitting home and doing nothing trying to talk to you in some way in any way while you just go out and hang with your friends making me feel like you don’t give a crap. It really hurts , I have to start work tomorrow which even though I’m getting paid still doesn’t make me feel any better because I don’t have you and I can’t buy you nice things well I mean I could I just wouldn’t ever be able to give them to you. I’m getting on msn tonight at 11 , I hope you get on. I’ll probably sit on there for about 30 minutes and if you don’t get on I’m guessing it’s because you can’t or don’t want to , well I guess I’m gonna go outside and play alittle more basketball then get in the shower and go out for a couple hours. My life sucks so bad :’( I love you Katlin , bye.

Freaking given up on me :’( you went and had fun with that Korey kid and had him take pictures of you and didn’t even care to talk to me. It’s like fuck Tim right just let him suffer while I go have fun with some nigger. Your being such a jerk , I don’t deserve it. :’( I was dumb enough to think you were actually trying when you weren’t talking to me , no you were just out doing other shit once again :’( thanks that makes me feel real great inside Katlin , ugh bye. FML!

Responding back to me now when I text you? :’( what are you doing? Talking to your mom I hope or something , anything but like hanging with your boyfriend or something. I miss you :( I guess I’ll go play some basketball to pass the time. Text me back please , bye.

Please shut up? Why are you being so mean. I’m not giving you stress , your giving me stress because you don’t want to try for me. You won’t talk to me through anything , you won’t talk to me on msn , and wtf are you talking about?! What did I “give you”?! That makes you so scared or whatever. This is fucking not right , I knew after that day nothing we talked about would go through or be the same the next day. I’ll delete it when you tell me what I “gave you” and tell me you love me if you actually do and tell me your gonna talk to me somehow on msn or something if you actually do want to be with me still. I’m gonna go watch them movies again :’( thanks for ruining my day , I’ll be in the “movie room” crying watching the movies we used to watch together If you need anything , ugh :’( bye.

It’s 5:30 in the morning and I had yet another dream about you. I miss you so much and yes I do remember what the conversation was about now , thanks for being so mean about it. I love you so much and I felt like you really actually still loved me the other day that I saw you and we kissed , I got the butterflies again , and my hands got sweaty , and my heart was racing for you and for what? For a one day thing where I thought you were gonna be the old Katlin again but then I wake up after my dream and see all these posts from you from last night and it seems like you’ve just given up and aren’t even trying with your mom to fix things so we can be together :’( I wanted my mom to call your mom so bad last night and try to fix things but you never said if I could or not. I was on msn messenger for hours last night wishing you would get on so I could see you and ended up falling asleep watching transformers wishing you were there to watch it in bed with me like old times. I see you got video on your phone finally , after months and months of me wanting you to get it and now it’s no go for me because your not with me :’( I wanted you so bad last night , I wanted to see you , kiss you , hold you in my arms , and fall asleep next to you but I always have to fall asleep and wake up alone and I feel more and more miserable each time :’( I hope your not back to loving your boyfriend again and forgetting about me. I hope you love me and I hope you haven’t given up on me. Please don’t Katlin :’( we can do this , I guess I’ll try to go back to bed but after reading your posts it will probably be impossible , good night , hah yeah right :’( bye.

Is making me sad :’( the kissing part is gonna kill me cuz i already want to kiss you again so bad Katlin , I see your picture on my iPod and I can just feel your lips touching mine when we kissed and I want it again so bad , I’m also… Well nevermind I’m sure you know. I wish we could just be together , I’d do anything please tell your parents I’ll do anything. Whatever it takes to get them to forgive me I’ll do it :’( I pinky promise I’ll do anything. I guess I’ll get back to my movie :’( bye.

I’m just gonna watch twilight new moon saga and transformers revenge of the fallen until I fall asleep :’( my mom rented them for me from the red box so I can try to re live the great memories of laying in bed with you at night and watching movies from the red box together. I probably won’t fall asleep , I’ll probably just end up crying all night til I eventually fall asleep because it will make me think about you so much and how much I miss you. FML! I wish I never fucked up with your parents , I’m such a fucking dumb ass :’( I love you so much Katlin , please I’m begging you , don’t give up on me , bye :’(

Idk WTF your talking about and second nothing I say to you is a terrible sceem , :’( idk what your scared for your life for but all I know is I don’t want you to give up on me :’( and I asked if my mom calling your mom to talk to her about me would be a good idea or not , I want to be with you so bad and I’m the one that’s scared that you don’t want to be with me and that you’ve given up on me and haven’t talked to your parents about us getting back together one bit since you said we can’t talk anymore the other day because of your mom , ugh :’( here goes another shitty night.

The webcam was a good idea :’( what if I had my mom call and talk to your mom? I’m losing hope and that’s all I can think of. I just want a chance and I’m willing to do anything :’( please tell me if it’s a good idea or not? Someone , anyone , help me?! :’(

Why aren’t you trying to talk to me on here or talk to me period? Please don’t go out tonight , I want to be the one
to hug you an kiss you and let you cry it all out , please don’t tell me you want to stay with your boyfriend , please dont tell me your giving up on me and what are you hoping isn’t true? I’m scared :’( and I’m the one hopelessly crying please talk to me please. I love you :’( and your not talking to me and I’m worried you’ve given up on me. FML! :’( talk to me somehow please and comfort me and tell me everything is gonna be okay between us and that there’s still hope , please Katlin :’(

My last post yet Katlin? I miss you :’( bye.

Like hopelessly crying? Is it because you miss me? Because I’ve been crying for weeks because of how much I miss you :’( I had an idea , your mom will probably see this and you won’t be able to but you could talk to me on the webcam? That way we could see each other and make it alittle easier on each other , if you miss me that is. Idk why I didn’t think of it before but if you want to say something on here. I want to see you so bad , don’t give up on me Katlin , please don’t :’( I love you so much baby , bye.

Your gonna read this or not Katlin but if you do please respond to it on here :’(

I want to be able to take you to daytona so bad , I would buy you the hat you want and whatever else you wanted. I’m gonna get this juicy necklace for you and somehow some way I will find a way to get it to you. I miss you so much it hurts , I get hardly any sleep , I barely eat , and I feel miserable every second of every day that I’m without you. I want you to be able to just talk to your parents and not stop until they decide to forgive me but at the same time I absolutely don’t want you moving away from me to New York I just wish there was a way you could stress it to them without getting in any trouble , I want to be with you so bad Katlin. I really wish you could tell me on here that you love me and you miss me too and that you haven’t given up and that you think about me all the time like I think about you , please tell me this :’( make my days easier on me please Katlin , I miss my baby. I miss being able to call you that and having you as that under my phone :’( please respond to this. I love you so much , bye.