TimandKatlin

To you it’s like I say something and if you even read if your like hah whatever and you go about your day. I could say I love you with all my heart and that I would do anything and I mean anything in this world to be with you again and it wouldn’t even phase you. It’s like you just laugh at it and post something about your boyfriend to throw it in my face and make me feel more and more like shit. It’s not fair , I can’t take it. Why are you doing this? I post the sweetest things possible about you I text you with sweet things and you can’t even find it in your heart to forgive me and call me. Did I never mean anything to you? I can make your life just as great if not better if you only give me a chance please. I had so much in store for us when I got off house arrest and you couldn’t even wait for me. I just want to wake up next to you and be able to give you a big hug and kiss and be able to call you my baby again and you won’t even give me a chance. I had another dream about you last night that was so surreal it felt like it was actually happening , I didn’t want to wake up I wanted to stay stuck in that moment forever. I woke up and wanted to fall back asleep again and be in that dream again but it just wouldn’t happen :’( please katlin , call me , text me , anything please. I love you and miss you so much! :/ well I guess I’m gonna go listen to my iPod and sit and hope you call me :’( bye.