TimandKatlin

Yet another night where I get very little sleep if any at all :’( it’s 12:35 a.m and I know I’ll easily be up another 2 to 3 hours thinking about you and crying Katlin. I have not got more then 4 hours of sleep in over a week and when I have to be up by 8 to shower and get ready and at school before 9:30 it makes it really hard and stressful on me. I never had to feel this way when you were with me , I always got great sleep at night and always woke up loving the day and loving my life with you. Now I just wake up wishing I didn’t wake up. I could say I’m sorry with all my heart for the rest of my life and you still wouldn’t give me a chance. I’ll be better Katlin , I’m off house arrest now and there’s no more stress over it. Things can now be as great as they used to be if you just give me a chance please. I’ll be up all night even though I’m sure your having no trouble at all sleeping right now but if you are by some chance awake please pick up the phone and call me , I love you and I miss you and I want to hear your voice so much and I want things to be okay again please call me please.