TimandKatlin

You know Katlin ,

I’d love more then anything for you to call me tomorrow when you get a chance but the fact of the matter is your gonna spend the day hugging and kissing and hanging with your boyfriend and your gonna get on the phone with me afterwards and I’m not gonna mean anything like I felt I did for a split second tonight , all those sweet things I said and things I said we would go do together feels like it will all just be washed down the toilet once your done hanging with him tomorrow. I wish you would just kiss me , maybe then you’d love me again and want to be with me again. I want you to call tomorrow , hell I want you to call me right now but I know if you call me tomorrow I’m gonna be back to square zero :’( and it’s so not fair. I wish you could call me one last time but I don’t think you will , well I’m gonna try to sleep but I know that won’t work. :( I love you so much , I wish you would give me one shot , just one kiss and maybe you would love me again , bye.

1 March 2010