Again it’s 6:20 a.m I slept okay I guess , had a good dream for once. I hope it actually comes true though , that would be nice. I guess I’ll probably get up and take a shower and get ready for the day seeing as how I probably won’t be able to fall back asleep now that I’m wide awake. I miss falling asleep with her in my arms and waking up next to her , I hope that one day that can happen again. I just don’t know when if ever that her or her parents would even let that happen but I would give the world to have it happen again. I guess I’ll get In the shower now , bye.