I’m just gonna watch twilight new moon saga and transformers revenge of the fallen until I fall asleep :’( my mom rented them for me from the red box so I can try to re live the great memories of laying in bed with you at night and watching movies from the red box together. I probably won’t fall asleep , I’ll probably just end up crying all night til I eventually fall asleep because it will make me think about you so much and how much I miss you. FML! I wish I never fucked up with your parents , I’m such a fucking dumb ass :’( I love you so much Katlin , please I’m begging you , don’t give up on me , bye :’(